Hey
I had a safe and smooth trip to North Carolina a couple of days ago and have pretty much settled into the same apartment at Summerwalk that I was living last fall when I graduated at FIRE.
One thing I already appreciate since being back is how everybody here actually believes the Bible. I don’t have people dump their opinions on me about how God doesn’t really heal people or that He didn’t really create the world in six literal days (things the Bible *says* He does or did).
Last night at Morning Star School of the Spirit and the night before at one of our Thursday Night FIRE services both of the messages pertained to having faith and just believing the Word, which I had been chewing on a lot lately. I may have already been reading and meditating a lot on this topic and these themes lately, but it was still fresh to hear it, and it sure cemented some of the thinking I’d been doing lately.
On Thursday night for example, Mr. Alt said he was debating calling his message “How about we just BELIEVE the Bible” and much to a lot of chuckling at the idea of that title, it is sooooo needed in the Body of Christ these days. How many people have have started arguments with me lately over my mom’s healing because it doesn’t fit *their* “theology” or how many people have given me heck for taking literally what I read in the Word of God and acting on it? When I’m here at FIRE it seems, whatever the Word of God says goes. It’s refreshing to be back.
On a similar note I don’t know what part of last night going to a Morning Star service was more edifying for me–the service itself or the car ride with Josh Lamica on the way there. This guy had been supernaturally healed of a problem he had with his intestine since infancy. My second year at FIRE he shared in our mentoring group how for all his life he didn’t have the proper nerves in his intestine due to some botched up surgery on it to correct something else, so he would need to excuse himself in the day and check and see if he had ‘messed himself’ since this caused him not to know when his bowel was functioning properly. So having no nerves left him clueless as to if he went or not, and he would habitually change himself up until adulthood–or enrollment at FIRE– where his roomate prayed for him for five days and he got healed and could “feel” it like everyone else and function properly in that regard. Isn’t that amazing!! Plus, I remember his roomate Nicolas being born without a sense of smell, and one morning after an intense service at FIRE wakes up smelling things for the first time. I love listening to testimonies like that more than listening to Christians telling me why the Bible for some reason doesn’t really mean what it says, or tell me these things don’t happen today since the apostles died or some erroneous teachings like that.
Anyway, Josh and I drove the half hour drive or so to Morning Star together and talked at length about this stuff and it was soooo good. I love listening to it and being around other people who believe what they read in the Bible, act on it, and encourage me to do so as well. In fact even last week I listened to yet another person’s opinion about my mom and how they don’t believe she really had fibromyalgia or something. Yeah, that makes sense–she faked it for 15 years so she could all of a sudden pretend she was healed!
After my discussion with him (Josh) last night, I was reminded how the reason we don’t like to believe in healing is because it puts responsibility on us. We like God to be “sovereign” and “nothing happens unless he says so”. If that is the way He is we might as well not do anything but just sit around and watch TV and drink Kool-Aid and eat popcorn, and not go off into other countries as missionaries. Have you ever noticed God doesn’t seem to be so “sovereign” about evangelism? We don’t just pray and twiddle our thumbs hoping God will save someone, but we actively engage in witnessing or evangelising to get them saved, using our mouths, or inviting people to things that will present a Gospel message to them? But suddenly, when it comes to healing, it’s a different story and we sit back and blame God when someone’s not healed. Interesting double standard that we’ll use in this matter–do one thing (go into the nations and make disciples of all nations), but not the other (lay hands on the sick and they will recover). I am no longer amuzed by the little double standards like that that I notice in the Body of Christ when really it’s not “interpretation” or opinions of Scripture, but it’s doubt and unbelief that keeps many from receiving miracles or healings or provision supernaturally. How about we just believe the Bible, and do it? No more “God is sovereign”–which He is, but not the way we think and don’t do anything because “what will happen will happen”.
Anyway, I think I’ve gotten some things out of my system in this post.
I will write something later in the week depending on what’s going or what’s on my mind.
Blessings,
Steve









